Adapting the Learnings from Year One: Assessing My Knowledge

One of my college roommates wrote a lot of academic papers during undergrad and grad school and it seemed like his profound and insightful writing always had a title with a colon in it.  I figured it might add credibility to my blog if I tried it too.

anyway...

My district has a comprehensive induction (new teacher) program that takes us through our first 4 years in the district - aka until we get tenure.  We attend monthly meetings about best practices, technology, the new evaluation model, etc.  The program started with 2 days of meetings for the 25 newly hired teachers - a lot for a little district! During these meetings, I went between feeling lucky that I knew a lot of the information already and feeling lost and overwhelmed.  I've been reflecting on that as I prepare for the students to come to school tomorrow and I think it's revealed interesting things worth sharing.  Hopefully you, my loyal readers, can get something from this post as well.  

While we were hearing an overview of the new observation and evaluation model (which hasn't been used in the district yet so the administrators have questions about it too), I felt like I had a pretty good grasp on it and wasn't stressed out like some of my colleagues.  Maybe it's because I already heard all of the freaking out in my last district? But when it was time to discuss curriculum, that's when my anxiety started to come into play.  I have no set curriculum for any of my classes which is definitely a blessing and a curse.  Blessing - I get to pick what I do every step of the way in my general music class and in ensembles.  Curse - I have to figure out everything for my general music class soon! This mixture of questioning and confidence (actually "Questioning and Confidence" would have made a good blog title...) kind of makes me feel good.  As a musician, I am inherently critical of myself because I've had to be for my entire musical life - always pushing myself to be better.  That striving for excellence can sometimes make me feel like I'm not succeeding as a teacher/performer...but that feeling lets me know in my heart that I am working and I do care, regardless of how my head perceives it.  When you worry about something it shows you care, so always worry about teaching.

In my first year I learned practical things, like how to use Genesis (an online database where we submit grades, attendance, and starting in January will also host our lesson plans), but I still need to work on figuring out grading schemes.  Being that I don't know exactly what my general music class will look like until I do a start of year assessment with the kids, I can't tell what the grading breakdown will be.  Grading is something that is always challenging, from what I'm gathering.  There are always rubrics to be written (which I actually think is fun) and always new methods of assessment to try out that will shape how grading is done and calculated. I only had to figure out a couple of my own assignments in my last position, but that was basically deciding what category of the already-in-place grading scheme to put them.  So I guess nothing in undergrad can really fully prepare you for the first year of having to hash that all out yourself from stratch.  

And now I will shortly sum up some of the other things I learned versus what still has a floating question mark above my head.

:) - confidence with kids

:/ - confindence when presenting and defending my pullout lesson schedule (more on this later, as it will be a pervasive issue in my first month)

:) - confidence planning

:/ - what am I teaching them?!

:) - picking pieces for band

:/ - picking pieces for a band I know nothing about

:) - teaching chorus

:/ - the changing male voice!!

:) - I know I have resources in my parents, friends, and colleagues

:/ - There's nothing that will make me question that fact - I just have to swallow my pride and not be afraid to ask!

I've been "inside my head" about these things so much lately that I'm excited to jump in with kids.  Soon I won't be able to stress about finding out what the kids know and I'll get into the real nitty gritty planning stages.  I'm excited to meet my students and work on a relationship with the staff because I'm not sure I got off on a good foot with my colleagues today. Let me just say as a cautionary phrase to anyone in any job - be cognizant of being "that guy" who is super resistant to change. In schools, we collaborate for greater student learning and with collaboration comes compromise.  Keep your mind open when someone pitches an idea and remember that not every new thing is scary, not every new thing is permanent, and not every new thing is going to mess up your good old thing. 

Here's to a new school year with new students and new problems (but good problems!) Keep on worrying, teacher friends.  

An update

Well, May came and went and I didn't blog. I think about blogging...then I don't because nothing interesting is going on. I guess now that it's June and my year is drawing to a close, I may as well sum up what's been going on. We just had a pops concert that was organized mostly by the orchestra teacher which included the 2 jazz bands and some members of the chorus.  It was a great concert and lots of fun - I got to play snare drum and hi-hat for a couple of the orchestra pieces! I also co-arranged the grand finale (Gangnam Style) with the orchestra teacher which featured the jazz bands, orchestra, a Korean student doing the rap, and dancers! 

After the concert back in April, I began a strange new journey into figuring out what the heck to teach the kids for the rest of the year. Being that this is the first year the 8th and 9th grade band kids are separated and being taught by 2 people, I got to figure out how much of the composition project that the other teacher traditionally does I would use and how much I would come up with on my own. I spent about 2 weeks doing sight reading and teaching the kids about phrase structure, doing improvisation exercises, working on ear training (more on that in a later post), one listening assignment, and a little theory as we went for the kids to understand the details of what I was teaching a little better.  After that I decided I wanted to teach them about compositional techniques such as theme and variation and assigned a theme and variation assignment - to write 2 variations on Hot Cross Buns.  I had a lot of fun writing the rubric for the composition assignment because that really forced me to realize my end goals for the students. Probably in real life, you're supposed to come up with firm objectives and then do the rubric, but it was sort of a hand-in-hand thing. I mean, I knew that the kids needed to have an understanding of how to write a manuscript so I borrowed (and was sure to credit) the 9th grade band director's rubric about correct number of beats per measure, if the key, clef, and time signature were in the correct order and were there, musical terms were spelled correctly, etc. I used that for 50/100 points then wrote the next 50 points of rubric.  It was hard for me to quantify "musical creativity" which was a main part of what I hoped the students would get out of the project so I came up with categories such as using more than 2 elements of variation for full points (changing rhythm, adding pitches, changing the time signature, altering the octave of the theme, adding in new sounds like clapping or trills) and making sure there was variation between variations.  So far as I'm grading the variations, all the kids have been getting good scores and some of them wrote great stuff! 

Besides the compositions, the students had etude testing (which is happening now) and also had a chamber group project.  That chamber project had another cool rubric that emphasized that a chamber group of any size needs to have communication, have well-thought out positioning, leaders, agree on style, basically all the stuff that college musicians still work on in chamber music. I hadn't conducted a full-group-reading-a-piece-type rehearsal in a long time until we were working on 3/8 and 6/8 this past week. Now I have to finish compiling the info for the written final and the review sheets and grade all the playing tests. Woooo! Busy busy push till the end of the year. 

It's bittersweet for sure that the end of the year is coming because I don't know if I'll have a job next year and real life approaches with rent, Internet, phone, TV, life insurance, health insurance, car payments, food, furniture, and all the other stuff that comes with moving out and on my own. And oh right, I'm getting married next month. But at least my fiance has a job and at least I can leave this position knowing that I did a good job in the time I was there.